"beauty has a BEAT!" at maison...

*more dashing pictures of ours will send it to yall...these are just part of it

*wanna watch ven bee's and her cousin's HOT & SPICY, risque and flirtatious dance video???

jingle...jingling...silver bells

City sidewalks, busy sidewalks
Dressed in holiday style
In the air there's a feeling of Christmas
Children laughing, people passing
Meeting smile after smile
And on every street corner you hear.
Silver bells, silver bells
It's Christmas time in the city
Ring-a-ling, hear them ring
Soon it'll be Christmas day.
Strings of street lights even stop lights
Blink a bright red and green
As the shoppers rush home with their treasures
Hear the snow crush see the kids bunch
This is Santa's big scene
And above all this bustle you hear.
Silver bells, silver bells
It's Christmas time in the city
Ring-a-ling, hear them ring
Soon it'll be Christmas day.

jingling christmas

The jingle bells are jingling
The streets are white with snow
The happy crowds are mingling
But there's no one that I know
I'm sure that you'll forgive me

If I don't enthuse
I guess I've got the Christmas blues
I've done my window shopping
There's not a store I've missed
But what's the use of stopping
When there's no one on your list
You'll know the way I'm feeling
When you love and you lose
I guess I've got the Christmas blues
When somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Christmas is a joy of joy
But friends when you're lonely
You'll find that it's only
A thing for little girls and little boys
May all your days be merry
Your seasons full of cheer
But 'til it's JanuaryI'll just go and disappear
Oh Santa may have brought you some stars for your shoes
But Santa only brought me the blues
Those brightly packaged tinsel covered Christmas blues
Oh Santa may have brought you some stars for your shoes
But Santa only brought me the blues
Those brightly packaged tinsel covered Christmas blues

it's christmas time again...

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Everywhere you go
Takes a look in the five and ten
Glistening once again
With candy canes and silver lanes aglow
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Toys in every store
It's the prettiest sight to see
Is the holly that will be on your own front door
A pair of Hopalong boots and a pistol that shoots is the wish of Barney and Ben
Dolls that will talk and will go for a walk is the hope of Janice and Jen
And Mom and Dad can hardly wait for school to start again
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Everywhere you go
There's a tree in the Grand Hotel
One in the park as well
The sturdy kind that doesn't mind the snow
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Soon the bells will start
And the thing that will make them ring
Is the carol that you sing within your heart

the "me", "just me"

How could I describe myself any better than " Just me" as it specifically depicts who I am.....just mediocre who indulges in food, sports and not forgetting music and recently developed a despicable liking for classical music and musical plus modelling? Something I thought i would never like. :)

"ooh! DAPHNE in ISETAN!" SHE'S ON SALE!!!! lolx

yesterday i went to PC Fair woth my family in the afternoon, KLCC was packed with you know, cars and humans...luckily, we found a car park just within 6 mins, thanks god, the carpark was full and hard to find a parking...after we've park the car, walked right to PC Fair with more n more humans...goodness! what! more than tonnes, as if people can walk through or enjoy the fair, everyone was rushing for their stuff and i was so annoyed by those so caled humans that LOVES to push people while walking, apa tu huh! is that the defination of walking? u want me to show u the right and correct way to walk? i thought of buying alot of things in this fair but ended up just two things in it...feel like buying a wireless modem, a new desktop, laptop, maybe more accessories, webcam (almost wanna buy it but changed my mind, wat a sudden, what am i thinking on that moment itself), then bought more pendrives...
one lil thing that made me embarressed was, when i walked by the SONY VIAO part, suddenly a girl worked there, she actually shouted, "leng zai!!! here's our brand new SONY VIAO with colours varieties, come and have a try, it's cool and nice to use...come on" everyone around that part turned and look at me...omg...LOOKED AT ME!!! shit! (i was so damn swt when she shouted that, super duper embarresing, at the time, i feel like telling her i bought a TOSHIBA laptop...hahaha...cha her...LOL) whatever...walked to another part with my parents, oh, someone called me, wong soon ming? she called, i din realise, then i just walked away, and turned and just said hi with a smile on my face...haha...she was actually my primary schoolmate...*doink*...lol...now, i feel super boring in this fair, and we decided to go to ISETAN because it's SALES!!!...went in there with nothing, but went out with...hahha...this is wat i called FUN, tonnes!!! bought alot of things...though is kinda cossy, was FUN!!! Everyone of us bought alot of things, hahaha...din realise the number of the MALAYSIA RINGGIT showed in the cashier...haha...omg...just dun mention the cost for everything we bought...lol...while my dad hunting for his shoe, and he actually bought 2 leather shoes, ahha...when he was trying it, suddenly a "girl" poped up and knocked me and said "HEY JOSHUA!!!"haha...she's DAPHNE!!! I SAW DAPHNE!!! hahaha...she was walking with a guy
(who's that guy huh...no idea, betta ask her later...hahaha) she looked so cheerful as usual...haha...her cheerfulness influenced me, and i was happy then...haha...GOOD and HAPPY plus FUN classmate of mine...hahaha...
after isetan, went out for the makan session...super full...great meal!!! wanna know what i ate? ahhaa....the restaurant was located at Jalan Imbi, think so...haha...ate until 10 somthing, then balik, when i reached home, was actually 11 something...haha...so late...bathed, lil bit of the TV, relaxed, talked, and....bye bye...GOODNIGHT that means sleep time...hehehe...(oh!!! i still can't forget the embarressing moment...ouch!!!)

my spring, my rose

Some say love it is a river, that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor, that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love it is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower, and you it's only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking, that never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking, that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying, that never learns to live
And the night has been too lonely, and the road has been too long
And you think that love is only, for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter, far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love
In the spring, becomes a rose

my start of something new

Maybe just one day, just someday, i can really say and sing this to you...
(you know the world can see us, in a way that's different what who we are, creating space between us, till we're seperate hearts, but your faith it gives me strength, strength to believe)

it is hard to believe that i couldn't see you are always there beside me
thought i was alone with no one to hold but you were always right beside me
this feeling's like no other, i want you to know
i've never had someone that knows me like you do, the way you do
i've never had someone as good for me as you, no one like you
so lonely before i finally found, what i've been looking for

so good to be seem, so good to be heard
don't have to say a word
so long I was lost, so good to be found
I'm love it having you around
this feeling's like no other, i want you to know
i've never had someone that knows me like you do, the way you do
i've never had someone as good for me as you, no one like you
so lonely before i finally found, what i've been looking for

my spirit of "J"

End of the first week of semester 3, few more months or maybe weeks for me to leave TBS...
just a blink, going to finish my foundation? degree coming soon? going abroad soon? leaving my lovely classmates and my crazy friends...? to a new situation? new people? and new friends...
i'll will and definitely miss my pals in TBS, and especially the crazy ones...the ones that tease me...and the crazy ones...(the one called me lil red indian boy, the "oooi" and "bluek" human, i'm gonna...hehehe)

start of something new...
i know that something has changed, i never felt this way...

* i have no idea what will happen next...what will really happen next?
though i never think of what will happen and just let it be but i just hope my start of something new will be great for me.

the spirit of the "J",

keep an eye on the defense,
gotta run the give and go and take the ball to the hole,
grab it and go, maybe this time, i'll hit the right notes.
don't be afraid to shoot outside of the "J"

JOJO

compete-pics-session

i'm in singapore for few days...uh...a week
for some photo taking session...ya, for those print-ad thingy...
we took some great pictures though...
it will send to London and Spain for some professional checking and picking, yea, picking the best pic for the ad...
if we get this job, we'll be so busy for photo-taking...
nuh, i don't think it will be that busy though...just some pics-taking-session
pictures will be p&c, so cannot take it back or give it to the models...
so, we just had a look of it...great!

can't imagine i'm in the print-ad for some of the designer's clothings...
"so, josh and the group, keep it up, if we lose, we still have tonnes of opportunities for us to work on it!"

*prepare for the tremendous face-expression of urs, and the great runway!* -be prepared-

and i cannot cut my hair for these few months...*keep it long?*

part iii

part ii